It’s Okay To Not Know – Daily Light Transmission

I posted this on Inspire Nation’s YouTube video:

Now an idea that came to me, what if I write a short daily reflection or message of love ❤️ hmmm. If Michael can write daily Woohoos, then so can we. 🥰

Also, I imagine you and Jessica reading my daily posts which would be on my website, and I imagine you saying, “oh wow Elina is going to help a lot of people.” That’s what I imagine anyone reading what I share — that I’m here to help out of love, not of the ego, but of coherence ❤️.

So why not start writing daily transmissions of light? What can go right? And let’s get into it…

Yes, it’s all okay to not know, to not know what to do today. What do I do tomorrow? What do I want to do in the near future?

They are all beautiful questions… And it’s perfectly okay!

A little bit of context, today at work, I was questioning myself on what do I do? Where do I want to go next? How do I feel safe at work? How to I find joy at work? And I was lacking that joy and I didn’t know what to do.

Here are the things that ran through my head

Should I transfer to another location? Should I get accommodations that would help me align with a more comfortable work experience? Should I just leave things as they are?

As I was working, I was listening to a few videos from Michael Sandler’s Inspire Nation — and it really helped me to be okay with not being okay. I breathed through my shift. I did my best and I did not collapse my heart coherence.

My primary focus is to start writing my book. But I don’t know how to start. Do I start on the first chapter and imagine Elara, my main protagonist, running through a meadow in the forest on a warm summer morning?

I really want to write this novel. But when I am at work, I lose focus on that. And when I get into focus, the days go by fast, and then it is back to my weekend job.

I don’t know all the answers. I may speak to you all on how to uplift your day, but I am still human and I still have worries and emotions. The thing is… I can only do my best. Some days are better than others and some days are heavy. Today at work, it was a calm day. And I hope to continue that for tomorrow.

It’s okay dear one

Be okay with not being okay. Let yourself fall apart and then imagine what do I want to do? What lights me up? What brings me joy? Even when you are at your 9-5 job, find one thing that will light you up. Maybe it’s humming to yourself, maybe it’s listening to music, or maybe it’s taking a moment to pause — a deep breath in and out.

Another thing that you could do is daydream on what you truly want — how will that make you feel? Just imagine that feeling. For me, it’s writing my book — and the feeling of stillness in my breath when I imagine Elara laughing with another someone in that meadow.

End of daily light transmission.

I will probably stick to shorter daily transmissions going forward. Also, I will be writing my usual blog posts 1-3 times per week. I hope to honor that at least. That’s all I got for now…

Until next time… Find your joy within. You are loved, you come from love and you are nothing but love ❤️.

– Elina Mikenzie 🌿 🦋 ❤️

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